I think i may start this up again. what is it? what matters? what is the value of continuing to make art? so many people are focused on issues of their own -flies caught in a web. if we struggle hard enough. make enough noise. maybe we'll be saved at last. after all this time. the real questions remain unanswered. some things have changed for me personally. but, i don't think much. I'm still struggling with the fundamental questions of existence- the questions i've had in my mind since the beginning. who am i? what am i doing? why? I want to resolve some pieces of this puzzle here.